Between Us

I know again…the story of my life…that it’s been awhile since I updated the website. As you’ve heard before, I’ll say again, I’ve been busy….doing what you ask, well let’s see….

SCHOOL – as if that’s a surprise to any of you, but I am almost done. I’m in the home stretch and simply can’t wait for December 20th! That is the last day to complete assignments and turn them. I will wake up on the...

To all who may have been logging in to check on me for any updates, please forgive me for a delay.  As I'm sure you can understand, I needed some time away...and I'm sure you appreciate not receiving any depressing updates as well. 

Anyway, I was going to post this as a short hello, but I suppose it wouldn't be too short and well, the page isn't working for updates at the moment.  So, without further adue...(sp?)

Will is no longer pursui...

Sitting in Silence

Sitting in silence is where you’ll find me…

Overwhelming thoughts circulating in my head.

The tapes that just keep rewinding,

Leaving little room for much else to be said.

My heart stops just before it breaks…

Picking up the pieces of what’s left,

Gluing them back together with my Faith in the One

Who promises to heal me.

Sitting in silence is where you’ll find me…

As most of you know, October 15th is my and Will’s anniversary…This year we will celebrate 4 years of marriage and so much more. However, this year we will not only celebrate our wedding anniversary, but will also honor this day, October 15th along with so many other women and families the “Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day - A day of remembrance for all babies who have died to soon, from early pregnancy loss or thru infant death.”...

The Loss of a Dream

Where does your heart go after the loss of a dream?

When dreams change, you change with them…

When they’re taken, what do you do?

Stolen in the darkest of places,

I’ve been struggling greatly with anxiety lately and anyone out there who’s ever experienced it can understand how simply suffocating it can be and how difficult it is to hear through the muffle of worries. It’s like a static that won’t clear. My heart has been heavy and emotionally, I’ve been drained…..the in between stage (the fuzzy picture) where we see the light, the picture, but can’t fully make it out, “what is it?” It’s God ca...

As I wrote on my facebook page, "God is good. God is great. And He is worthy of all my praise!" Truly and amazingly - this is the song in my heart!

Yesterday was the big "check-up" day....We went in for the check up and we saw the hand of God in His grace and mercy stand in His place of Honor.  The so-called "tumor" that the ultrasound showed last month was no where to be found!  Whatever it was, is no more!

Ok, so I suppose that it’s time to follow up on my last blog post. I am sure that it caught MANY of you off guard and maybe even stopped you from chatting with me sooner. I’m sorry. It really was just an outlet for me to get out to so much to so many that was boiling within. Please know that it’s still safe to talk to me….I am ok. (Really!)

Still empty, still healing and grieving, but each day does get better. My heart still hearts, but I still trust...

Well, I'm not quite sure where to start, but I have a lot on my heart right now.  There haven't been many short hellos mostly because I've just forgotten to keep this site updated lately, but the past few weeks have been quite a roller coaster.  To some of you reading this, what I share will be of no surprise, but to others it will be.

On May 24th, Will and I found out that we were expecting....YES A REAL BABY. ( I know there's some out there that would have thoug...

Stressing…Stressing….

I’m stressing myself out.

Why am I struggling to calm myself down?

Perfection, procrastination, frustration abounds…

I’m stressing myself out.

Disappointment, rejection, resentment, irritation…

Why am I struggling to calm myself down?

Breathing and breathing…

No air is releasing. Suffocating, frustrating…

I’m stressing myself out.

Lord, help me today…s...