Between Us

As I wrote on my facebook page, "God is good. God is great. And He is worthy of all my praise!" Truly and amazingly - this is the song in my heart!

Yesterday was the big "check-up" day....We went in for the check up and we saw the hand of God in His grace and mercy stand in His place of Honor.  The so-called "tumor" that the ultrasound showed last month was no where to be found!  Whatever it was, is no more! Everything showed to be healthy again and there was nothing of any concern.

Hope was the smile in my heart and it's still there today. 

My life has been forever altered and the hurt in my heart will forever remain. I have my days where someone who doesn't know approaches me with a "congratulations" and my heart breaks all over again - but it's getting easier.  I walk past the baby toys, the soft plush teddy bears and blankets, I touch and hold, and tears swell to my eyes, but I get through.  More than one of my close friends reveils one of the greatest joys - she'll be a mommy again...where at first this was a struggle, I have joy and rejoice at such a gift in their lives! 

It has now been over a month past since our Angel flew home, and yet it feels at times like only yesterday. My days have grown brighter as each day gets a little easier.

May I say thank you....to all of you who let me share my heart, wasn't scared away by my emotions, and especially to you who acknowledged that whether I have pictures or not, my baby was real!